i realise how much you loved me.
what i did was wrong.
i regret it so much.
if i could take it back i would.
i know it hurts.
i abused your trust.
you want nothing to do with me.
i wouldn't want anything to do with me either.
i don't think i can find an excuse for my actions.
i broke your heart.
what have i become?
i can't even look myself in the mirror.
i let the monster within me take control.
and look at the people i've hurt.
i ripped them apart, and i don't know if i can fix this.
i never thought i'd become this person.
i guess this shows that i don't even know myself.