I really don't like you, no really, who do you think you are?

Dear blog;

I don't know what to do, things are crashing down and it seems like everything is just getting worse and I'm stuck in the middle of it. If I could do anything that I wanted to do, I'd run around like a sped and pretend that nothing in the world matters, I wanna drink until I'm drunk off my face. I'm not going to cry, I'm going to do what makes me smile, going to shine going to be the best I can be without you. I wanna sleep and never wake up, I wanna dream and make sure they last a life time. I wanna run in the rain and pretend that I'm not going to get sick. I wanna get soaked by the rain fall and still be able to get up. I wanna fall backwards and fall into someone's arms without having to hesitate. I wanna drown in the water and not be able to feel it taking over me. I wanna feel my blood rush and take risks. I wanna scream and be heard by the rest of the world. I wanna fly and let the wind take me. I wanna forget everything bad thats happened and push on. I wanna be stuck on a rollercoaster just to feel all the blood rush to my head. I wanna see you read this and feel what I feel.

If promises are made to be broken,
why do we make them?
Because there's that one part of us
that longs and wishes for the other
person to keep their end of the bargain.

If LOST was a destination, I'd be there.

Tax`d off Jaye.

Appearance:
I am 5'4 or shorter.
I think I'm ugly sometimes.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I've had braces.
I wear glasses.
I'd get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.

Family/Home Life :
I've sworn at my parents.
I've been kicked out of the house.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I have children.
I've lost a child.

Embarrassment:
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I've snorted while laughing.
I've laughed so hard I've cried.
I've glued my hand to something.
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I've had my pants rip in public.

Health:
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I've had stitches.
I've broken a bone.
I've had my tonsils removed.
I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
I've had a serious surgery.
I've had chicken pox.

Traveling:
I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
I've been on a plane.
I've been to Canada.
I've been to Niagara Falls.
I've been to Japan.
I've been to America.
I've been to Europe.
I've been to Africa.
I've been to France.

Experiences:
I've been lost in my city.
I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pyjamas.
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I've been to a casino.
I've been skydiving.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've played spin the bottle.
I've crashed a car.
I've been skiing.
I've been in a play.
I've met someone in person from the internet.
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I've seen the Northern Lights.
I've sat on a roof top at night.
I've played chicken.
I've played a prank on someone.
I've ridden in a taxi.
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten sushi.
I've been snowboarding.

Relationships:
I'm single.
I'm in a relationship.
I'm available.
I'm engaged.
I'm married.
I've gone on a blind date.
I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I've been divorced.
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
I've told someone I liked them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn't like them when I did.
I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality:
I've had a crush on someone of the same gender.
I've kissed a member of the same gender.
I've had sex with more than one person at the same time.
I am a cuddler.
I've been kissed in the rain.
I've had sex outdoors.
I've hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I have had sex with a stranger.

Honesty/Crime:
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from someone.
I've cheated while playing a game.
I've cheated on a test.
I've run a red light.
I've been suspended from school.
I've witnessed a crime.
I've been in a fist fight.
I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol:
I've consumed alcohol.
I've smoked a cigarette.
I've smoked pot.
I regularly drink.
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.

There can only be one correct answer.

de·sire

–verb (used with object)

1.

to wish or long for; crave; want.

–noun
3.a longing or craving, as for something that brings satisfaction or enjoyment

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