It's sometimes a little funny to think how you find things you've been looking for in the most unexpected places. I can definitely tell you, I did not see this coming, maybe in my super sub conscious I had a yearning for something deeper than what I was up to every weekend. But I can still remember the rejection I pushed onto you, when you tried to pursue me. I didn't want it, I didn't want you. Sometimes I look back and I seriously can't even begin to understand how we managed to get to where we are today. But I think that there is a reason, a reason as to why I managed to break out of this shell I built for myself.

When you have the most amazing boyfriend who brings you ice cream when you're sick, makes you dinner and gives you a massage after a long day at work. ❤️

And if I had to put it down on paper,

there's something about you that makes me

want to be better. There is no combination of words 

and punctuation marks that can express 

how much happy you make me. 

And you've shown me what it's suppose to be like. 

 

"At the end of the day, people are going to judge you, 

so you might as well do what makes you happy."

Happy Birthday Jono ❤️😊

I can taste you whenever I close my eyes.

You wash over me like cotton candy syrup.

Pull on the marshmallow ropes,

And watch it rain gummy bears.

And I can finally see the rainbow, 

That was hidden amongst all the bullshit. 

Thank you for showing me how happy I could truly be.