Sunday 9 May 2010

JAMIENGUYEN ♥ .

is my boyfriend. And I feel as if I’m only truly myself when he’s around. Even if the real me isn’t someone who’s happy all the time. Even if I cry over spilt milk, even if I scream my lungs out because I get angry. Today you took me to a place where I can’t begin to describe, you told me I was beautiful and you didn’t want to be with anyone besides me. You told me that I didn’t have to hide from you and you loved me. You’d listen to me go on about absolutely anything and you told me I could ask you anything. Today I felt silly and hid under the blankets, but you didn’t let me hide for long and step by step, you eventually got me to come out. You held my hand and told me it was okay, that it was normal.You held my up and spun me around like a little kid. You carried me like a princess and I know it was hard and it wasn’t for long but the fact that you tried made me smile. Lying next to you with out arms crossed over and our fingers entwined I didn’t want it to end. That’s when I realised that what we have is beautiful and no one can take that away from us.

ILOVEYOUJAMIENGUYEN.

Wednesday 5 May 2010

Whatever we have, I don't know what it is anymore.