So, will you be my valentine?

Whats your middle name? Don’t have one (:

How big is your bed? Single :S And small :/

What are you listening to right now? Australian OPEN :L

What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number? 7623

What was the last thing you ate? Com Tam (:

Last person you hugged? Lawrence :D

How is the weather right now? Epic hot -.-

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Alanna (:

What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex? face, hair, clothes (:

Favorite type of Food. Japanese :D

Do you want children? We'll see :D

Do you drink? Nope :D

Ever get so drunk you don’t remember the entire night? Nope (:

Hair color? Dark brown and light brown tips.

Eye colour? Brown.

Do you wear contacts/glasses? Nope

Favorite holiday? Christmas

Favorite Season? Spring

Have you ever cried over a girl/boy? Yes.

Last Movie you Watched? The King's Speech

What books are you reading? :/ Don't really read.

Piercings? My ears; both sides :D

Favorite Movie? Mulan (:

Favorite college football Team? My school doesn't have football :L

What were you doing before filling this out? Webcamming with DOM & playing truth :D

Any pets? :L I got a cat & a kitten :]

Have you ever loved someone? :)

Who would you like to see them right now? Nigahiga :L LOL

Have you ever fired a gun? Nope

Do you like to travel by plane? :L don't mind

Right-handed or Left-handed? Righty tighty.

If you could go to any place right now where would you go? JAPAN (:

Are you missing someone? :L I kind of miss them without having to think that I'm missing them.

Do you have a tattoo? Nope :(

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings? :L I'm at tutor

Are you hiding something from someone? LOL I'm hiding a lot from a lot of people. :)

ARE YOU 18? Sadly, no.

DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT? YES :D but i won't for the next 11 weeks.

FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING? S: Don't remember, oh wait. I wonder if my parents are home.

WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE? My phone and moisturiser. :D

GRILLED OR FRIED? BOTH (:

WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE? I'm multilingual :L AHAHAH. and I'm energetic & enthusiastic.

ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? :L Depends; if theres anyone with me.

FAVORITE HANGOUT? :/ Idk

3 THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT? Phone, Family & Food.

FAVORITE SONG? :S Too many.

WHAT ARE YOU MOST AFRAID OF? :/ if I tell you, you'll use it to hurt me. :L

ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER? :S a bit of both?

WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Little Lamb, Lindaface

STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD TAKE ONE THING? Laptop with wifi :L

FIRST THING YOU’LL SAVE IN A FIRE? My family. (:

Whats your favorite color? I don't really think I have one, it kinda depends on what it is.

WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS TAKE WITH YOU? Phone&headphones&keys&wallet

WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID? :/ a pharmacist

DAY 13;

Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.

JAPAN. :)

DAY 12

Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.

This was for yesterday, but I didn't get a chance to. :)

• Woke up & brushed my teef (:
• Cut cucumbers
• Ironed clothes
  
• Pack my bag
• Got to the station
  
• Played scrabble on my phone
  
• Changed station & applied sunscreen (8
  
• Met up with Mabel & Alanna & Mel
• Got kicked off the bus by the bus driver -.-
  
• Got to the beach :D
• Met up with everyone else
• Went to test the water with Mabel & Michelle
• Waved at guys who are probably like in year 9 :L LOL
• Cooked meat & ate like a piggy (:
• Then went to the beach, and got owned by the cold water. -.-
• Swallowed a lot of salt water
• Went to rock pool and got dunked by Dom -.-
• Went back into the water :L
• Awesome waves, and then big wave owned us all & then go kicked my alanna 8D
• LOL ohhh, ken bit trang (Y)
  
• Ate some more food :D
• Played cheat with Billy, Zhiying & Clinton :D
• Played POKER with Billy, Feb & Alanna & Anne :D
• Got dared to be a freak LOL.
  
• Made feb kiss allt he boys :D Teehee.
• Had more meat :D
• Left the beach :D
• Had fun bus trip sitting next to dom :D
• And eating sour gummi worms (:
• Train-ed home with michelle & feb (8

* This is for two days ago, i just didn't have time to post it. :(

why does it feel like everything's fake?

DAY 11;

Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

1. Long Live - Taylor Swift
2. The Best - Cartel
3. Fools - The Temper Trap
4. The Only Difference Between Matyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage - Panic! At The Disco
5. Genesis - Pendulum
6. Mr. Right Now - Pitfull feat. Akon
7. 8 AM - The Summer Obsession
8. Passenger Seat - The Summer Set
9. For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic - Paramore
10. Everybody Loves Me - OneRepublic
    

DAY 10;

Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.

AHAHAH. You know who you are, and you know what happened. ;) *cough Matt Lanter cough* - i wish. & I love how it says "discuss" like there's no need to discuss things like this.

DAY 09;

Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.

This statement is very broad, like are we talking about future as in the next two minutes? Two years? Two decades? Two centuries?! I mean I've alreaedy talked about 10 years from the other day. :S Okay well I'll just talk about the future overall. I like thinking about the future, it's probably one of my flaws though, because I should focus more on the future. And usually thinking about the future too much leads to my down fall. Well I'd like to be happy in the future :D with someone *giggle AHAHHA. LOL i sound like a retard -.- Ummm, continuously learning about life and other things :) It will be a bright and wonderful future, I refuse to accept that I'm going to die in 2012, and I hope you wake up on that morning and be like 8) dude I'm alive LOL :L that would be epic. I'd love to have my family around me, wherever I'm gna be. (: I'd like to be successful in terms of my career path, that would be nice. Ahah, idk I need to wrap it up, coz I needa go :) BUT YES HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY , i swear if anyone gets in the way of my happiness -.- i'll freaken own you with my boney arms. :@

DAY 08;

Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.

Well, I feel really satisfied when I get good marks after working hard. :D Like when I did well for chemistry :) I felt satisfied LOL

DAY 07;

Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

Gregarious, upbeat and confident, Sagittarians usually have many friends, but their impulsiveness can throw more security-loving types off kilter. Most Sagittarians are brave and generous, and they usually have a desire to help humanity in some way.

Cheerful and Positive

Sagittarians are extroverted, cheerful and optimistic. They believe that things will turn out well, and they trust much to luck. Not much gets them down and they usually rebound quickly from depression, illness or stressful life events. Most enjoy robust health and when they do experience medical problems, it is often the result of over-indulging and risk taking.

Risk Takers

Sagittarians are not prone to anxiety or worry unless the ascendant falls in a more anxiety-prone sign, which makes them natural risk takers. They are inclined to do things that are damaging to their health, or even take physical risks that can endanger their lives. Sagittarians leap before looking and land themselves in various scrapes. However, they have a last-minute luck that often saves them in the end, and they’ll turn around and do it all over again.

Addictive and Sensation Seeking

Sagittarians seek the next challenge and the next big adrenaline rush, and in some cases this sensation seeking can lead to drug abuse. Additionally, although they are energetic, physically strong, muscular and naturally athletic, many become fat or even obese through overeating and drinking. Alcoholism is a common Sagittarian ailment, as they don’t know when to stop and don’t listen to the signals their bodies send them.

Generous and Careless with Money

Sagittarians are altruistic and will sacrifice time, energy and money to help others. They’re generous to a fault and will give their last dollar to someone in need or spend it all on drinks for everyone in the room. Many Sagittarians have big, impractical plans for making money, as well as a penchant for gambling. They win more often than most, but when they lose, they lose big.

Love of Travel

Sagittarians love to travel and often believe that it is a better educator than school. They like to meet people in foreign lands and learn foreign languages. When traveling, they’d rather camp out with the locals than set up in a fancy hotel. Most Sagittarians also like outdoor pursuits such as hiking, camping or kayaking.

Suited to Nontraditional Employment

Sagittarians often have trouble with traditional 9-5 careers. They will not follow the rules if they don’t believe that the rules are right and just. They have the courage to speak up for their convictions and fight for what they believe in, which can lead to clashes with authority. They are also very physical and have trouble with staying put in an office chair for hours on end. Sagittarians have a constant need for movement and novelty, and these requirements should be taken into account when planning a career.

Opinionated and Open-Minded

A Sagittarian quirk is to be open-minded on most subjects but fiercely opinionated on a few pet topics. Some Sagittarians can be tyrannical and bullying, insisting that others conform to their beliefs. This sign is known to have a self-righteous streak. However, most are open-minded and easy going, not worrying much about the things other people say.

Exaggerated Need for Freedom

Sagittarians value freedom far above security. As a result, unless the ascendant falls in the sign of Cancer or one of the dixed signs, many don’t settle down in a relationship too easily. They find the majority of partners too clingy or restrictive, and even those who do settle down will look to the horizon with longing from time to time. This is not a domestic sign. When they do stay put, Sagittarians tend to be messy around the house and most are not particularly good cooks.

Tactless and Insensitive

Although Sagittarians are good at creating fun times and cheering people up, their bluntness can sometimes have the opposite effect. Sagittarians can be honest to the point of cruelty, and will upset more sensitive individuals with their often accurate but not very diplomatic statements. Most Sagittarians can take the truth about themselves, at least more of the truth than others can, and so they seek to impose truths on others even when sensitivity is called for. This is the source of much strife in Sagittarian relationships. Additionally, some Sagittarians have a tendency to exaggerate and brag, which can put others off.

Friendly and Philosophical

Sagittarians are good judges of character, but they’ll hang around with almost anyone, even someone they think is not a very nice person, if they find that person interesting. Deep, profound and expansive subjects are favoured by Sagittarians. They like philosophizing on important ideas and don’t care for small talk.

Spiritually Minded

Sagittarians usually enhance their minds with a lot of reading. Many feed their mystical sides with books that tackle the big questions in life as they seek their personal connection to a higher power or things beyond human understanding. Once they do settle on a religion or a lifestyle, they can become very preachy, much to the annoyance of those around them.

Extroverted and Transient

Sagittarians are friendly people who need a wide variety of acquaintances to spend time with. They don’t like to sit around the house and usually prefer large, exuberant gatherings to small, cozy nights at home with one other person.

Many Sagittarians move from city to city and job to job, always in search of a new challenge or new social interactions. They have trouble finishing what they start, but they cope well with change, adversity and diversity, and their sunny personalities ensure that they make plenty of friends along the way.

*all the bolded & italicised texts are the ones I agree with :)

DAY 06;

Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

1. My best feature is probably my face.
2. I'm extremely skinny, and I try to eat more - obviously I don't try hard enough.
3. I'm not particularly smart.
4. I believe in karma - i swear it's haunting me right now, but i'm prepared for the worst.
5. I have some kinda obsession with going to the gym - not because of my image, but because it's fun.
6. I like directions - they take me places.
7. Mulan is one of my favourite movies - espeically the part where they sing "make a man out of you".
8. I love singing, and I sing heaps all the time, on public transport and on walks home.
9. I find myself kind of creative? :S Okay not really. Depends what it is I guess.
10. I like making videos of things.
    
11. I spend most of my time on my laptop, if I'm not at school.
12. Sometimes I prefer public transport over car rides.
13. I like watching clouds and I find them fascinating.
14. I love the sound of rain.
15. I love looking up to the clouds when its raining, and feel like you're washing away everything.
16. I make alot of mistakes, all the time.
17. I think I've lost you - and yes I feel like I've lost a part of me too.
    
18. I like to smile and wave at people.
19. I'm usually friendly.
    
20. When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne, makes me cry.
    
21. I'm not a very interesting person.
22. I realised I'm not much of a listener and I don't know that much about others. :/ I think people know more about me - bad thing, should attempt to fix this.
    
23. No matter what happens, you'll always be a part of me.
    
24. I like watching music concerts.
25. I blog because here I can let out my emotions.
26. I'm a supernova, or a firework, idk both.
    
27. I'm lazy - i don't like being lazy.
28. I love lindor chocolate.
    
29. I apparently have nice nails :L LOL
    
30. I'm not very organised. S:
    

you never use to read my blog, why start now?
why do you get to see how I feel?
and why do I get to know nothing?
all i get is silence and bullshit.

relationships are not for the weak.

there's no such thing as a beautiful goodbye.

So I was watching Delta's concert yesterday (: and I love her live version of Last Night On Earth (:

& here it is. :D

DAY 05

Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.

I don't really want to talk about this, because it's going to look like I'm some attention seeking bitch. -.- But, I don't really think about ending my life, I think that's too extreme. But there are times where I wish things would be better, and even though the thought of death seems somewhat extraordinary, living seems to have more surprises. And I'm not done living yet, there's so many things I still have to do. Even, if things are going to be shit, and it feels like I'm not going to get out of this "recession\depression" - yes using terms from the business cycle, there'll be a boom, and things will get better.

DAY 04

Day 04 - Your views on religion.

Umm, i think religion is pretty interesting and its fascinating to see the wacky values and traditions that people follow. :L So i'm actually studying religion at school. I understand that
religion gives us a basic view on what our morals should be and how we should apply ourselves
in life. Religion is wonderful for that purpose, but seriously there are some people who are too obsessed and that's just a bit freaky. So again, everything is alright in moderation i guess. :S

this hurts so much.

i wear your jacket to sleep, it gives me comfort, now that you're not here anymore.

talk to me.

you know what? this doesn't hurt, not at all.

DAY 03;

Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.

Well, I guess alcohol is good for you, in moderation assuming you're over the age limit :D And from all those movies, it's meant to make you forget right? But I don't really think it has the capacity to do that. I mean if you're thinking about it that much, alcohol isn't going to make it go away. And well drugs, I don't really know, but apparently it feels really good? LOL I haven't had any so I wouldn't know, and I don't think I ever will, cause I'll get addicted and go crazy LOLOLOL :L I THINK THIS TOPIC IS STUPID and Idk how else to answer it LOL.

I want to fucking write I LOVE YOU in the sky, so the whole world can see.

You can't hold on and let go at the same time. It's impossible.