It's sometimes a little funny to think how you find things you've been looking for in the most unexpected places. I can definitely tell you, I did not see this coming, maybe in my super sub conscious I had a yearning for something deeper than what I was up to every weekend. But I can still remember the rejection I pushed onto you, when you tried to pursue me. I didn't want it, I didn't want you. Sometimes I look back and I seriously can't even begin to understand how we managed to get to where we are today. But I think that there is a reason, a reason as to why I managed to break out of this shell I built for myself.