'I don't want to be with anyone else. I love you so much. You make me so happy.'

And I think what hurts the most is that I'm meant to be able to come to you to talk about anything and everything. But how the fuck do you suppose I do that if you don't even listen to me? If you don't even care, and you're fucking oblivious to fucking everything that goes on in my life? How the fuck is that suppose to work? Yeah tell me when you fucking know the answer. Because I'm fucking sick of it.

Never in my life have I been so scared to lose something that means so much to me.

And maybe it's because it's still the early hours of the day, or maybe this is really something different, something special that no one could understand no matter how much they tried to.

I feel like this overwhelming feeling consumes me, ties me down and it won't let me go, but it also has the power to make me feel things I've never felt before.

☼

Not a sound, you go by unnoticed.
But when you speak, it's warm.
I can feel you radiate your sun rays.
You chase the clouds away.
There's rainbow on the other side.
You run across the stars.
And explode like a supernova.
Your magic lights up the sky,
You shine bright like the sun.
And even in the darkest hours,
We see your light shining like diamonds.
And even though you're gone,
You're still here.
You're still here.

Last night was no doubt, amazing.
All it took was a little courage to embrace entire adventure.

"Right from the start
You were a thief

You stole my heart."

P!nk - Just Give Me a Reason ft Nate Ruess

Because I don't feel like I'm of any significance to you.

Never Know

Woke up this morning to grey skies.

Rain drops dance along my window sill.

Could feel my happiness drain away.

Nothing left but this broken core.

And what if we're not here tomorrow.

All those words left unsaid.

Is it really okay to leave them?

Now I'll never know, I'll never know.

Rush home to be with you.

Your absence lingers, it feels numb.

Could feel my happiness drain away.

Nothing left but this broken core.

And what if we're not here tomorrow.

All those words left unsaid.

Is it really okay to leave them?

Now I'll never know, I'll never know.

And all I wanted was for you

To give a damn.

Figure out things weren't right.

Just wanted to hear your voice.

And what if we're not here tomorrow.

All those words left unsaid.

Is it really okay to leave them?

Now I'll never know, I'll never know.

And what if we're not here tomorrow.

All those words left unsaid.

Is it really okay to leave them?

Now I'll never know, I'll never know.

"I wish I was strong enough to lift, not one, but both of us.

Some day I will be strong enough to life, not one, but both of us."

Both of Us - B.o.B ft Taylor Swift.

To be honest, I'm petrified.

I'm so afraid.
I don't want to lose this magic.

If i turn away, just for a moment,

What if everything is gone?

And sometimes I wonder how

I even managed to even find 

Something so perfect.

I stay up to watch the champagne stars.
Watch them drift through the night sky.
Take me to the unknown.
Let me live for this moment.

And this is how our story goes,
When our fingers interlock,
I feel our hearts locking too.
Tell me you can feel the sparks.
I feel it raining butterflies.
Let me lay in the rain, wash away all the insecurities.
It doesn't matter because we got this far.

◀◀ H1M; 7413;

• Waking up way too early.
• Silver Linings Playbook.
• Losing my phone.
• Finding my phone.
• Darling harbour.
• End of daylight savings.
• Talking on the pier.
• All smiles.

"Why worry now? You'll be safe
Hold my hand, just in case
And we won't fade into darkness."

Fade into Darkness - Avicii

Happy little kitties.

it's been a crazy couple days to say the least.

definitely been an emotional roller coaster.

but hey, back down to earth now.

and i really hope it stays like this for a little while.

In the mood for 100 Questions;

1. Last kiss
BK ♥
2. Last phone call
Simone
3. Last text message
Kevin
4. Last song you listened to
Better Half of Me (Club Remix) - Dash Berlin ft. Jonathan Mendelsohn
5. Last time you cried
Last week.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice
No, I'm not that kind of person.
7. Been cheated on
Yeah, it kind of hurt.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it
Yes, unfortunately.
9. Lost someone special
No, they seem to always come back to me.
10. Been depressed
I don't think I really go through depression, I get over things too quickly.
11. Been drunk and threw up
Nope, I have self control.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend 
Yes - shout out to YS & my new psyc buddies!
17. Laughed until you cried
Only with my DS & in the psyc2081 lecture with Daniel & Alanna.
18. Met someone who changed you
I don't think they changed me, but they definitely changed my perceptions.
19. Found out who your true friends were
I think I always knew who they were. ♥
20. Found out someone was talking about you
Haha, this one.
26. What did you do for your last Birthday
Ran some errands & had dinner with a friend.
27. What time did you wake up today ?
Cannot recall, sometime this morning.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for
Mid year break. :3
30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time
A couple weeks, actually. :(
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life
The strictness of my parents.
32. What are you listening to right now
This Is Miami vs. Ordinary People (Dashup) - LTN (D-Mad Remix) vs. Sander Kleinenberg
34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now
Right now, I'm a very happy girl.
35. Most visited webpage
Possibly Facebook x Youtube
36. Fav colour
Pink, I think I go through phases, but for right now, I'm proud to say pink :)
37. Nicknames
Lindmonster, Lindaface, LJ, Lam Lam
38. Relationship Status
In a Relationship
39. Zodiac sign  
Sagittarius :3
40. Male or female
Female
41. Primary school

42. Secondary School

43. High school/college
Only the best college in Sydney.
44. Write w/e you want here
:3
46. Height:
160cm? :3
Do you have a crush on someone?
Crushing on my boyf?
48. What do you like about yourself
My face x personality.
49. Piercings
Yes! 3 on my left ear, and 1 on my right.
50. Tattoos
Soon to come? :)
51. Righty or lefty
Righty

FIRSTS:
53. First piercing
My ears
54. First best friend
Jessica
55. First hookup
I don't do hookups.
56. First Bestfriend;
Awks, why you ask same question again? :/

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating ;
Spaghetti :3
60. Drinking
Out of my YS 'The Quest Begins' bottle!
61. I’m about to
 Answer this question.
62. Listening to
I swear, I've answered this question like 3 times. Ticking Clocks (Dash Berlin's Essential 'Warmplay' Rework) - Dash Berlin vs. Coldplay
63. Waiting for ;
Something interesting to happen.

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids
Yes please :3
65. Get married
In due time
66. Career
Something to do with HR, that would be ideal.

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes
Let's go for eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses
Kisses & Hugs, don't make me choose, it's too hard.
69. Shorter or taller
Taller
70. Older or Younger
Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous
Spontaneous.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms
Stomach
73. Sensitive or loud
I could do either.
74. Hook-up or relationship
Relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger
Not that I can recall.
77. Drank hard liquor
Vodka counts right?
78. Lost glasses/contacts
Have not :3
79. Sex on first date
Oh hells no.
80. Broken someone’s heart
Several, I'm such a heartbreaker. :/
82. Been arrested
Nope
83. Turned someone down
Yeah
84. Cried when someone died
.
85. Fallen for a friend
Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself
To an extent
87. Miracles
They help me wake up in the morning.
88. Love at first sight
Gosh, this is so cheesy.
89. Heaven
Yes
90. Santa Clause
Haha, a little old for this.
91. Kiss on the first date
It's possible.
92. Angels
Yeah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Someone You Pray Everyday For
I don't pray everyday. :/
95. Did you sing today
Yes, yes I did, I sang Clarity - Zedd
96. Who From All Your Ex’s have You Cared The Most About
J
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go ?
Like rewind a week, and then play it again, and don't let things fuck up.
98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For?
End world poverty.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?
To be honest, I am petrified.
100. Do you like the way you look?
There's always room for improvement, but I am happy with what I've been given.

my underlying love for adventure club, alesso & dash berlin.

we are the dreamers.

So much love for this guy!

"I like you :) And all your oddness"

You don't always need to try and justify the actions of others. Sometimes things aren't meant to make sense. Which at times may be quite frustrating, but I guess that's how the world works. We'll never really understand the motives of others, we just need to learn to trust.

This feeling I can't explain, it consumes me.

'I can see that you make him really happy.' - hendo.

I don't know about tomorrow, all I know is that today, I couldn't be happier. And that's all that really matters right now.

why did things have to fuck up, they were going so well.