To keep you guys updated, I am taking a stats course for my degree, and I'm really scared that I'm not going to pass. I actually scared shitless. I think I'm even more scared than I was for Physics and Optics. I really hope that I can pass this exam. 

Why we do put in effort for others when they won't do the same? Because when I turn it off, nothing will matter.

When you hate everything.

Nothing sucks more than feeling alone.

My blog is back.

"But I'm only human, and I bleed when I fall down." - Human : Christina Perri

YOU ARE THE SUN AND MOON TO ME.

Pollute your mind with happy things, save yourself from the monsters inside your head.

relationship; the way in which two or more people or things are connected.

I'm afraid of rejection. 

HAPPY 1 YEAR BK.

• Sunflowers
• Pandora
• Memory Book
• Mad Spuds Cafe
• 300
• The Winery

People say what they need to say to get them through that moment. After that, everything they said means nothing.

THE BEGINNING: 2014

● Dare to dream.
● Study harder, boost my WAM.
● Take things as they come.
● Look for the happier things in life.
● Make sure I know what is going on in lectures.
● Don't jump to conclusions and toughen up.
● Save more and spend wisely.
● Be more active and eat healthy.
● Be who I want to be and not who they want me to do.
● Bring on 2014.

THE END: 2013

● Found ♥.
● Self travelled.
● Melbourne.
● Piercings.
● Stonewall.
● Star Bar & Santuary.
● Stereosonic.
● Taylor Swift concert.
● Yellow Shirts.
● MapleStory, Hearthstone, RIFT, Neverwinter.
● Ombre hair.
● Credit WAM.
● Dark fun.
● Night adventures.
● Michael Kors & Kate Spade

Birthday Presents :3

I have the best friends. ♥

hi there :3

Nothing

We first met, a couple years ago.
I thought you were what I needed.
You were always warm.
You made me smile.  
You gave me this feeling, that I was missing.
But the truth is you drowned in bitter sweet water.
                     
You always tried to bring me down.
You thought you were so big,     
Standing on top of the mountain.
But the truth is you are no one
The truth is you are nothing
You mean nothing, to me.

And even now, two years have passed.
I thought we could move pass it.
You were always cold.
You made me scream.
You gave me this feeling, I wasn't looking for.
But the truth is, you drowned me in bitter sweet water.

You always tried to bring me down.
You thought you were so big,
Standing on top of the mountain.
But the truth is you are no one
The truth is you are nothing
You mean nothing, to me.

And now I see it  
Written so clearly.           
That you never cared.
You were never there.      
You just wanted to drown out my light.

You always tried to bring me down.
You thought you were so big,
Standing on top of the mountain.
But the truth is you are no one
The truth is you are nothing
You mean nothing, to me.

The truth is you are nothing
You mean nothing, to me.

Adventure Club; One of my favourite songs from Adventure Club.

Studying for my last exam, which is tomorrow.

Super excited, want this all to be over.

Can't wait.

Red Ombre Hair?

Really contemplating whether to get this done.

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American Horror Story.

So, I'm just going to rave about American Horror Story. I started this series a long time ago back when the first season came out and I was terrified in the first season, I couldn't even watch the opening. But I eventually got used to the dark, gore-y supernatural themes. I'm not sure why I stopped watching it, but since then they have made another two seasons. For some reason, I decided to watch the latest season American Horror Story: Coven. There are only 5 episodes out at the moment, but it was definitely captivating. It's dark and sinister this. At first, I was a bit sad that I found out that each season would have a different story, but it's made me really appreciate the actors and their ability to mould to a completely different persona. Although only some characters come back into the the next seasons, it's a relief to know that they're still there in spirit and that they're not completely dead. Seeing the character interactions makes me feel as though they they've been resurrected into another place, and the feelings I have for certain characters still linger. I definitely recommend it, if you like scary movies, it's a bit dark and contains sexual references. But if you can get past that, really appreciate the series because it is absolutely amazing.

x

Acts I want to see at Stereosonic.

DAY 1

1. Nicky Romero
2. Calvin Harris
3. Sebastian Ingrosso
4. Zedd
5. Ferry Corsten
6. David Guetta

DAY 2

1. Armin Van Buuren

2. Alesso

3. Gareth Emery

4. Krewella

5. Axwell

6. Afrojack

 

 * Subject to change as I listen to more EDM. :3

Michael Kors x Kate Spade New York Splurge?

Yup, that's right, you guessed it! The other day, I woke up and decided to reward myself by buying a Michael Kors Selma - Navy Tote and a Kate Spade New York Lacey Brightspot Ave - Pink Peony Wallet. So if you guys remember, i posted about the Michael Kors bag a bit more than a month ago. And it's been a love hate relationship. My feelings for it have subsided as I've seen people in the streets rock the look, and it just hasn't worked very well for them. 

 

But last week, I had my mid-semester break and I spent 4/7 days at work, and mind you I was at the new store as well which appears to be in the most isolated part of the shopping centre. So it was pretty much comprised of me sitting there for 8.5 hours straight having nothing to do. Clean? Yes I cleaned, but seeing as all the stock is new, I pretty much caught myself trying to wipe away non-existent dust from frames and surfaces. 

 

So I decided as a reward I would buy a Michael Kors bag. And I know it's quite expensive, hey don't get me wrong I worked pretty hard for this. And I decided to get a wallet as well because my wallet has pretty much died, and I'm running out of pockets to put my cards. I will hopefully do a first impressions post about what I think about my goodies once they arrive, hopefully they do soon. I am super excited. And well I actually was going to reward myself after my intense session of assessments about 3 weeks ago, but I decided to push it away... And here I am, giving in to temptation. But I think it will be a good investment. Just like the day when I bought 2 Marc Jacobs Sunshine toilettes and a Tiffany and Co. necklace on the same day. They have made great additions to my daily use just in case anyone was wondering.

And until next time beautiful people.

x

 

Hi guys,

Yes, I have been playing Maple Story. I woke up one morning and had this sudden urge to play it. So I've been playing with BK. And here's my character! Her name is lindmonster, a dawn warrior. I only started playing 2 weeks ago, squishing it in when I can. I think I'm in love with her. HAHA I ended up spending NX cash on myself. I initially bought it for BK, but apparently you can't gift unless you buy an actual gift card at a store which is super annoying. I'm only level 63 at the moment. I use to play if you rewind back like 5-6 years ago. And I remember it was so difficult to level, I was only level 33 and I couldn't get passed that and I played for ages. So if you guys are looking to play a game, definitely get into Maple Story! It's become so easy to level now, and it's not just grinding anymore. The quests are really cool, and you get really awesome items that you would otherwise would have to find via item drops. And yeah if your character is in Scania, feel free to add me :) And maybe we can party quest. Until next time, stay smiling.

x

and if things disappear, do you just stand idly by and let them go?