I wish I was beautiful.

Totally non existent at the moment.

cut down all the ropes and let me fall.

So i kind of think i'd make a good careers advisor.

just saying.

You are so artificial.

Plastic and full of lies.
Pretend faces, and sweet talk.
Flash a smile of pearly whites,
Then out comes that knife,
Stab to the back.

You say you don't like 'em.
But you go and 'love' 'em.
You think no one notices,
But hey, i do.

And yeah, I use to care.
Tried to make things better.
But you don't care.
Just trying to quantify,
Add to your army of plastics.
But hey don't stop,
Coz now I just don't care.

Sweet and an innocent face.
Fake friends and cheap talk.
Flash off those lies,
Come on, I dare you.
Show the whole world.

You say you don't like 'em.
But you go and 'love' 'em.
You think no one notices,
But hey, i do.

And yeah, I use to care.
Tried to make things better.
But you don't care.
Just trying to quantify,
Add to your army of plastics.
But hey don't stop,
Coz now I just don't care.

And even if I tried to,
You no there's no way to,
To take it away,
To make things okay.

And yeah, I use to care.
Tried to make things better.
But you don't care.
Just trying to quantify,
Add to your army of plastics.
But hey don't stop,
Coz now I just don't care.

Coz now I just don't care.

To be or not to be, that is the question. 

Yes, I'm quoting Hamlet.

And now some time for myself. 

"when people see good, they expect good, and i don't want to live up to anyone's expectations." 

damon; the vampire diaries s03e19.

if i could be beautiful

i do not want to be afraid,
the unknown holds this power over me.
let it go, feel my lungs closing in.
i am alone, silent cries for attention.
refrain yourself, disappear into nothing.
nightmares haunt my mind, slowly disintegrating.
tearing me a part, feeding off my oxygen.

i do not want to be alone,
when you are gone, i break down.

i'm a tad peculiar.

That thin line between need and want.

I'm good enough.

waste of time, that i am.

when you realise you're slowly fading away.
 when the walls are closing in.
when you feel like you're suffocating.
when you know at this point there's no way back home.
the darkness welcomes you, pulling you in, drowning you.

Yet another case of I fcuked things over.

Really should stop ruining lives.

did everyone just get prettier, or did i get uglier?

it's a serious question that has been on my mind.

COME BACK.
just reading back to a year ago,
and holy.
a dark place?
yes, what's weird is that
I'm actually kinda missing all that.

in the rush life, remember to stop and seize the moment.
because when you turn back, it'll be gone,
and you'll be left with nothing, but ashes.

not love worthy?
i think yes.

goodmorning beautiful world :)

omg.
dying from psychology report.
x_x
sjadhjalsfjslkfjaslfas
x, peace out guys.

alex goot

song of the day: We Could Love - Alex Goot

my male equivalent of megan nicole.
x

hi guys :3
i went out with my girlies
yday, and in our conversation,
out of no where, one of my
friends said i looked like
an asian version of nina dobrev
from the vampire diaries!
and so yday when i came home,
i literally googled nina dobrev,
and tried to see the resemblance.
haha, and when my friend was
driving me home, i asked her
how were alike and she she said
that we're both "petite" and have
"long hair". haha, idk what do
you guys think? i need
a couple of more opinions of this.
i should really bring back me tagboard,
so people can comment on my
posts.

NINHKINPOOP

oh hai dere guys :3
be sure to check out my friend Shirley's lookbook :) she has really trendy & hipster outfits!
http://lookbook.nu/ninhkinpoop
x, peace out guys.

LOOKBOOK

hehe I decided to make a lookbook account so you can find my lookbook if you search up 'lindmonster' :) I haven't uploaded anything yet though.