Trying to fit a square into a circle.

Sometimes things just don't go together.

Video of the Day: Taekwondo Shuffle in Korea

We'll get through this together.

Video of the Day.

我的真愛...: Since the start of 2011 I’ve:

Cross off what you’ve done:

Gotten a new piercing.

Dyed my hair.

Ended a relationship.

Started a new relationship.

Been on a long a car journey.

Passed an exam.

Met someone who’s now an important part of my life.

Cried on someone’s shoulder.

Had a massive fight with a boyfriend.

Recieved flowers.

Had a Valentine.

Written a letter using pen and paper.

Gone to see a therapist.

Been prescribed medication by a doctor.

Read a really good book.

Gone to the zoo.

Spent too much money on unnecessary things.

Travelled by train.

Cried over a member of the opposite sex.

Spent a day out in the sun getting a tan.

Slammed a door out of frustration.

Had an anxiety attack.

Babysat for a friend’s child.

Had a BBQ.

Gone to the fair.

Gone bowling.

Seen a film at the cinema in 3D.

Gone on a date.

Been the only sober one on a night out.

Helped someone home after they’d had too much to drink.

Stayed up all night.

Talked on the phone for over two hours.

Supported someone who’d recieved bad news.

Watched some kind of live sporting event.

Read an entire book in one day.

Bought a DVD the day it was released.

Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week.

Cried as a result of exam stress.

Met some incredible new people.

Gone to several great parties.

Fallen backwards off a chair.

Broken my glasses.

Worn a watch for the first time in years.

Cried over someone in my past.

Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet.

Thrown up due to food poisoning.

Cried over a film.

Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-boyfriend.

Fought with someone in public.

Found this very shocking.

Usually you're the one to wait for me to fall asleep, but tonight I'm wide awake and you're sound asleep.

Sometimes we all drown underwater.

Video of the Day: Underwater - Allison Harvard

My thoughts on this - this is a beautiful song written by Allison, she only had 20 minutes to write it, and for someone who was so nervous about the challenge she did a spectacular job. Honestly, I think Tyra ruined the music video. I know she had to be in the video but I think it would've been better if she had hair and make-up similar to that of Allison so Tyra wouldn't look so awkward. I'm so proud of Allison, and I really hope she wins America's Next Top Model All Stars. Though I swear, everytime I want someone to win in a TV Show or a competition they never win *touch wood*. TEAM ALLISON. <3

Your time has run out.

ALLISON HARVARD.

Video of the Day: All I Want For Christmas Is You (Superfestive!) - Justin Bieber & Mariah Carey

happy four months :3

You have all the weapons you need. Now fight!

So i've got two topics I wanna talk about. First is about work yday, it was my first day of work yday. Couldn't have been worse then i started polishing the glasses on the rack, and I made the set of glasses drop like 3 times, on the same rack, and it was very embarrassing - then i figured out what I was doing wrong. Then there was a customer and he wanted to look at TAGheur glasses so I tried to open the cabinet, which i totally couldn't go because it was an awkward cabinet. -.- And then i think the boss hates me. And then there was this customer that came in, but because there's this huge Christmas tree that like covers the the room, so i couldn't see so I thought it was just some kid that just made the security bell ring -.- turns out there was a customer there, and then i felt bad coz then they just left... Fuck. Then this lady called up on the phone and i had to check to see if her glasses came in yet and I couldn't find anything on the computer - she got angry and was like "CAN I SPEAK TO ONE OF THE GUYS?" -.- Yeah, it was just overall a bad day at work.

Next thing to talk about is how my parents won't let me go anywhere. And no I'm not talking about places in Sydney, I'm talking overseas and interstate. My bffls are going Gold Coast today, and my parents didn't let me go. -.- And they were the ones to say that when I finish my HSC I can go to Japan by myself.. Like i don't see any of that happening. What's worse is that I'm capped so I can't even stream anything to watch, D is at work and my bffls are interstate. Woo, gna be loner and just chill at home and watch Criminal Minds - awesome. But seriously, I've had enough with Sydney - I just want to get out of here.

WANTED.

1. L'Eau D'Issey Florale - $106
2. Blue Yeti Microphone - $180 - $200+
3. Kikki-K 2012 Planner - $24.95
   

Song of the Day: We Found Love Cover - Joseph Vincent

I don't particularly like the original version of the song. But I love Joseph Vincent's cover of it.

Matthew Gray Gubler

So, holidays are kicking in, there's nothing to do except watch endless tv series. I've started watching Criminal Minds, sometimes it's a bit scary. And I'm only up to S01E05. And with any series, I have a little crush on Matthew Gray Gubler who plays Spencer Reid, a freaken genius. I think I have a soft spot for cute little nerds.

Video of the Day: Best Friend - Jason Chen
This video is so cute. :)

I think kikki.k stationary is so absolutely adorable!
So i'm asking Santa :3 to get this for my for XMAS.

Rain drops falling down the window,
Inhaling the scent of your cologne.
Turning my head, you're no longer here.
Reaching out, nothing but emptiness.
Grasping the air in search for your hand.
Fingers falling hopelessly to the ground.

Cause even if you're not here,
Time stops for no one.
Cause even if things turn,
All I can hope is you'll come back
Com back and be my morning star.
Morning star.

Video of the Day: So You Think You Can Dance - Melanie & Marko : Lyrical Hip Hop

falling asleep to the thought of you not being here,

"Telling the truth makes us vulnerable, and sometimes that's a scary thing."

9th November, 2011

• Beach
• Shopping
• In Time
• Max Brenner

Perfect.

FCUK FAIR.

My epiphany, life can't possibly be fair. Why? What may be fair to one, may not be fair to another. And so, we continue to live on through life's disappointments and letdowns because we really have no other choice.

"Yeah, she knows. I tell her everything. I don't keep any secrets from her."

because sometimes you're not around, and it hurts.

stomach ache.
hurt.
ouch.

So there are a few things I want to talk about, just because I haven't blogged in a while. Actually I have that's a lie. Anyways, first things first. Well I'm not sure if you experience this, but sometimes when I read another person's blog, especially by someone I know. I'm usually shocked and . Especially people who open up and become either rather emotional or inspirational. Mostly because I never really thought.. I don't know, I guess the way the open up I find rather fascinating. Okay enough of that observant mumbo jumbo. Alright, moving on to more exciting news! I finished my last HSC exam today. This is the end of my 13 years of schooling. Today is the last day I will ever wear my school uniform and I admit, I will miss it. I feel so free. So now I have four months free.

Video of the Day: Pop Medley 2011 - Sam Tsui
Gonna leave with you this video, thank god, HSC is all over!

dee double u

I think its is truly beautiful.
Credits to Michelle Phan's Lace Eyes. (:

Video of the Day: The Ellen Show .
This is seriously, TOO cute.
You have to watch it. !

Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

Video of the Day: The Boys - Girls Generation SNSD
I quite like this music video.

because sometimes we all hurt a little.

Seriously, the cutest person you will ever meet.
<3

hey linda :)

you're the best and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! :)

Been going downhill ?

Because sometimes we all hurt a little, even though we can't explain it - or atleast find it somewhat difficult to collate our feelings.We have no idea where it came from, our minds wander into a world of their own, over complicating every single detail, making assumptions and playing the worst scenarios. And how do we make it stop? Take it slow, never make assumptions, breathe deep, and trust. Cry a little if it helps, write something poetic - something noone would understand. I don't expect you to understand, after all, all this is just me trying to make it stop.

Absent mindedly making me want you.

Kiss me.
*mwah*
Kiss me.
Again?
*mwah*
Kiss me...
*falls asleep*

Video of the Day: Last Friends Opening
Song: Prisoner of Love - Utada Hikaru

This is one of my favourite Japanese dramas, it's quite violent and sad - a lot of domestic violence.

I found the most amazing person.
You're like my best friend - we can talk about the weirdest things, and it would not seem awkward. I can call you in the middle of the night, and when you pick up your phone, you'd still say "hello" in that excited voice of yours.
You're like my brother - you care about me and protect me from evil forces. I know that if I'm going to fall, you're prepared to catch me. If I ever go missing, you'll continue to look for me, even if things seem hopeless.
You're like my father - you always put me ahead of yourself, you always have my best interests at heart. I know that no matter what happens, I can always come to you, and you'll never give up on me.
Every day I wake up and think about how lucky I am to have you in my life.

You bring out the best in me, and we will continue throughout eternity, if you let me.

Video of the Day: Party Rock Anthem - Megan Nicole.
Apparently, this video got removed from her channel :L
but I still think its cute, and came across it randomly :L
Love you megan :)

This one is cute too ! <3
These videos seriously make me want to get proposed to. :L
PROPOSE TO ME ! :L

NGAW THIS IS SO SWEET & CUTE ! <3

Song of the Day: The A - Team ; Ed Sheeran

breathing in snowflakes.

Sometimes the darkest nights, give rise to the brightest mornings.

90210 - S04E03

"I just want to be in a good relationship where you can be open about stuff and talk and be honest, and I want that with you."

Liam

90210 - S04E03

Song of the Day: Shimmer - Boyce Avenue & Tyler Ward

Song of the Day : Invincible - J Rice

' And you know what? It doesn't matter what they think and what they say about us. Because I know how you feel about me and you know how I feel about you. And the world is full of people who have nothing better to do than to try to pull us down. I want you to know that I love you that's all that matters. '

FUCK YOU.

Karma will come for you and when it does, I hope it canes like a bitch.

i'm nothing like her.
i want you to remember that.
i'll never be anything like her.

dear blog,
kinda the last day of school today, well my last official day was yesterday, but today i went to the beach with my entire year, eventful. i just want to talk about the end of my schooling life. i'm going to miss waking up at 6:45 every morning getting ready and walking to the bus stop, catching the bus chilling at westfield in the mornings. i'm going to miss never being late for a day of school, EVER. i'm going to miss everything about high school. i never thought i'd get to this stage, i'd always tell myself that there's still a few months, but look where i am now. i want to thank all my friends for making high school life enjoyable, i love you guys heaps & i'll never forget the moments we had together - unless i get amnesia, but hopefully that's not the case. :)
love you year 12 class of '11

dearblog,
so because i needed to bitch, i decided to take it out here. so today, this stupid thing happened, like okay, i'm not going to into the details too much, but basically, these people were kinda like "hey, we're gna move your act" and we're kinda just like "uh.. no." and they're like "but but, , so is it okay to move your act?" ... bitch really? -.- what part of no did you not initally understand? and then you try to sugar coat and say all this bullshit like "oh yeah, we don't want to move you, but is it okay? because we don't want you to get mad." ... oh joy, that's like saying "hey, i'm gonna punch you in the face, try not to cover it." like seriously? -.- it's so ridiculous.

"And if you happen to you wake completely lost.
But I will fight for you, be sure that
I will fight until we're the special two once again.
And we will only need each other, we'll breathe together,
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's,
When we're the special two.
And we could only see each other, we'll bleed together,
These arms will not be taught to need another,
'Cause we are the special two."

Elena: "Hello? Hello? Stefan? Stefan if this is you, you'll be okay. I love you Stefan, hold onto that. Never let that go."

:'( Sadest & sweetest moment of Vampire Diaries.

"I'm not going back there unless you make it crystal cle- *kissing scene*" Omgosh. *MELT*

"I feel comfortable around you, like I can be myself :) I don't have to hide anything from you and I can always go to you in any situation, it doesn't matter."

Omgosh.
Vampire Diaries S03E01.

-.- Yeah bitch.

Ahehe, you know this is for you.
I love you. :)

I had the weirdest dream. Someone I know that definitely hates me, was my best friend. Everything felt so real, and as weird as it seems for me to say that the saddest part was waking up and realising it was all a dream.

If you're reading this - it means you're stalking me & I think you'll know who you are, just want to let you know, I never meant for this to happen, I never planned to take something that wasn't mine to begin with. And I'm sorry that you never got to know me before you placed your hate labels on me. It's a shame, because you seem like a wonderful person, but then again who am I to judge you ?

One Day Trailer

LOVE.

Romeo x Juliet [1997]
One of my favourite movies.

#1: Who are you taking to formal?
#2: I don't have to tell you.
#1: On the day bring her over so I can see if she's pretty.
#2: Yeah she's very pretty, she's beautiful.

<3

USELESS.

Video of the Day : I Don't Care - Delta Goodrem

"I don't care what they say, I don't care what they do.
They can lock me up forever tryna stop me loving you.
They try to keep to Romeo & Juliet a part, babe it doesn't matter what they say,
I only listen to my heart."

Haven't even started yet.

Our world isn't perfect, it's full of flaws and missing pieces.
Full of people ready to tear us down and watch us fall,
but it's because of these superficial elements that
we begin to cherish every beautiful moment in which we live.

' You shoot me down, but I won't fall. I am titanium.'

' I love you more than anything in the world '

Do you seriously have nothing better to do than troll ? --

Seriously, get a life.

Love Song Dedication.

You know that feeling? When you've done something terrible and you have no idea how the other person is going to react. So as the worry wart and fuss pot girly girl that I am, i make up all these different scenarios that could happen. And then you picture two reactions the "oh it's okay" and the"HOLY CRAP WHAT THE HELL?!" and you're stuck between the two. I suffer from this a lot, i spend hours and hours just thinking about it. Omgosh, it drives me insane. Yes this is one of my flaws. And yes, I'm in that state right now. I feel really bad about it, it's not like i wanted it to happen, it kinda just surprised me as well, and I don't even know how it happened. Omgosh, I really hope you don't hate me for it. :( I'M REALLY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY. hdfgjahdfjkashdf. i :( I'm sorry.

Video of the Day: Catch My Heart - Michelle Phan

This video is so cute, ahaha I want someone to do that to me one day. Take photos and make me find them :) I mean technology has allowed us to do this, so let's use it to our advantage and be romantic :)

Bitch I will seriously cut you.
I'll make you fall, just you wait.

You're a dream come true.

"I don't give a shit what they say"
Wow, I can't believe you said that.

You Found Me.

You've found real love when it's not weighed down by superficial elements.

This is my study style. Chyeah.

I like this photograph. :)

Wren: How about we continue this over coffee?
Spencer: Ren, I have a boyfriend now.
Wren: Okay, how about tea?
LOLOLOL :L

Video of the Day: Skyscraper Cover - Tucker
Their voices are so beautiful :)

You can take everything I have.
You can break everything I am.
Like I'm made of glass, like I'm made of paper.
Go on try and tear me down, I will be rising from the ground.
Like a skyscraper.

18 August 2011
I'm waiting for you. Get here faster please. :3

Video of the Day: Rolling In The Deep Cover - Sam Tsui & Tyler Ward

THE IMPOSSIBLE.

Make things better.

Video of the Day: Burns - Jason Chen

"She's pretty, cute, I feel comfortable around her.
I can be silly with her .
And like she makes me happy."

One day.

Video of the Day: Because of You - Ne-yo

I wanna know what you wished for.

FACT: I really love milk :L its so yum. :)

I want a guy best friend who gets mistaken as my boyfriend. A guy best friend is everything you need. Another boy who makes your life complete. A boy who I can run to when my girl BFFs aren’t around. He’ll kick my future boyfriend’s arse when he makes me cry. He’ll make me laugh when there’s tears in my eyes. He is immediately my date on special occasions when you’re single. Idk why. But I really need a guy best friend. A real guy best friend.

Video of The Day : Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park LIVE

Video of the Day: Can I Have This Dance? - HSM 3
This mv is so cuteeee, ahehe, yes I'm in a cute mood. :)

"The truly ridiculous thing is I might have kind have sort of actually thought he a little bit liked me. Ish"

Beastly

I like what we have now.

Video of the Day: B-e-a-u-tiful - Megan Nicole

Video of the Day: Valentine - Kina Grannis
This is such a cute music video :)

CARE.

Video of the Day: Next To You Cover - Megan Nicole & Dave Days
This video is seriously so cute, and you have to watch it, if you're a hopeless romantic :D

Yes, I realised I'm so screwed for everything. So freaken screwed, like i can't even find a word for how screwed I am. All my ranks are crap, I'm even more screwed for UMAT. I fail at extension 1 math no matter how hard I try. Chemistry is like one of my worst subjects. Maths 2U I'm not even extremely good at, so I have no idea why I'm doing 3u math. English is probably the only thing I'm kinda doing alright in. I don't even know how I'm doing in religion because there are four people. I found out that people who write notes have already finished writing all of them, and I've done jack crap. Urgh, I'm so screwed for everything, everyone I know is so smart. Everyone in my family is smart, and I'm just the let down. -.- Great.

So, i took a personality test today, and here are my results:
My personality is 56% extravert, 38% inituitive, 75% feeling & 11% judging.
And here are a list of suggested occupations:

• Counseling
• Psychology
  
• Social Work
• Education
• Physician
• Science
• Computer Programming
• Management
• Fashion Merchandising
• Politics < OH YEAH GNA GO FOR THIS ONE :L
  

So that was pretty interesting, if you want to take a personality test too, just click HERE.

I love The Fray.

This image is absolutely beautiful.
Credits: aboutaseven.tumblr.com

Far out, why do you hate me, when you don't even know me? How can you even judge people like that? -.- far you piss me off.

If I had to get a piercing anywhere other than my ears, it would be this.
How pretty is it? Okay, minus the pain.

Video of the Day: Omgosh, I love you Luan. :)

I bought fairy lights on ebay today - they were $5.60 for 10m of lights, when they come, i'm going to blue tack them on my wall. I'm going to leave them on when I sleep, they're going to be beautiful. On another note, I gained weight, I'm so happy. Yeah, I'm weird, I know. Also tonight, I feel like listening to music to sleep, I'm going to have my laptop next to my bed and I'm going to listen to Chester See to sleep. His music is beautiful.

Even if everything falls apart, I'll always remember that once upon a time, you were mine, and no-one else's.

I still care about you.

Even if we haven’t talked in a while. I still care about you. You were someone special to me, of course I wouldn’t want anything bad happening to you. I’d support you on the things you do. The decisions and choices you make. You’ll always be something a part of me. No matter the distance. No matter the silence. No matter the drift. I still care about you, and I hope you know that too.

taken off tumblr.

Video of the Day: Going Under - Evanescence
I really like the way this mv has been filmed. :)

Google is looking cute today :)

This is beautiful, you have to listen to it. It's so well done. Omgosh, music orgasm.

Video of the Day: Who Says Cover - Maemorial Address & Aloebeaar

Vlog - Uniform Vent

Video of the Day : Next 2 You - Chris Brown ft. Justin Beiber
WHY YOU KISS HER? T_T

Freaken spammed this, for emphasis.

No one said this was going to be easy.

Song of the Day : Lighters - Eminem & Royce Da 5'9 feat. Bruno Mars

When this song hits the charts, you heard it here first :)

When you stop looking, you'll find what you've been looking for.

Don't we learn not to lie? Not to become people that we're aren't. Not to hurt people through our lies. Not to allow people to believe that we're something that we're not? So why are there people out there? Why do they lie to our face, and watch us believe. They watch us fall and when we do, they're gone.

I don't want to stuff this up.

"...'Cause this is your day, this is you night, this is your moment, your second in time. Step onto the stage, don't be scared of the light, spread out your arms as if you need to fly."

Because if we had what we wanted, we wouldn't want it, because we would already have it.

Why do we always want the things that we don't have?

You're

Amazing.

MY TUMMY HURTS :@

I need to experience these things for myself, before I learn to be a better person.

Song of The Day: How To Save A Life - The Fray

Our infatuation leads to our down fall.

I like meeting new people, it gives us the chance to start a fresh.

You're perfect.
too bad, I'm no where near.

Still dream
Still wish
Still hope
Still need
Still hurt
Still you

Song of the Day: Airplanes Mashup - Megan Nicole

WHY YOU SO PRETTY?! :L