BEAUTIFUL VENENUM.

Isn't it funny how we don't want the people who want us? 

And the people that we want couldn't care less.

falling in love is easy,

but staying in love is another story.
we don't choose who we fall for,
but staying in love is always a choice.

Atomistic VS Holistic

The moment we begin to break things down, we tend to lose focus of the bigger picture.

Halsey - BADLANDS (Trailer)

STAGE 5: ACCEPTANCE.

♡BREAKER

 I saw you standing there

I don't think I've ever felt so much fear

Because I'm a heart breaker.

 

 

Writing's On The Wall - Sam Smith

How do I live? 

How do I breathe? 

When you're not here I'm suffocating 

I want to feel love, run through my blood

 Tell me is this where I give it all up?

 For you I have to risk it all 

Cause the writing's on the wall

How do I live? How do I breathe?
When you're not here I'm suffocating
I want to feel love, run through my blood
Tell me is this where I give it all up?
For you I have to risk it all
Cause the writing's on the wall

I can't be the person they want me to be.

They say put on your armour, build your walls, and load your weapon.

But every time I see you, the floor falls from beneath me.

And I lie here bare - naked, and you take fire.

I'm sorry I can't be the person they want me to be,

Even if it saves me from you. 

If we fucking accept the love we think we deserve.

Does that make us fools if we accept the love, even if it's plagued by disease?

Do we become hopeless romantics, if we latch onto something destructive?

SOTD: Troye Sivan - FOOLS (Lyric Video)

"And my hopes, they are high, I must keep them small
Though I try to resist I still want it all."

If this is a game, I don't want to play victim.

Are we out of the woods yet?

People.

We have the capacity to love, but we can also shoot arrows that pierce holes.
And when we fall, we get up, we stitch together our wounds.
But the nightmares haunt us forever, holding our souls captive.
And every time we try to erase them, we end up back at square one.
And every time we try to break free, we know that there is no victory in this war.

RUSH

I think it's the deepest darkest parts of us that we fear most.

But I feel like it's these parts of us that remind us that we're human.

We have fears, desires that push us to crave what we can't have.

When we become consumed with darkness, 

We fight it, it teases us, itching for more attention.

And when we eventually let go, we know we have already lost,

But we're hung up, secretly wanting, needing more.

 

THE GROUNDS OF ALEXANDRIA.

Date Day

Sometimes you can't be nice to everyone, especially when they're taking you for granted.

SOTD: Zedd - Beautiful Now ft. Jon Bellion

SOTD: Shawn Mendes - Kid In Love (Audio)

SOTD: Shawn Mendes & Hailee Steinfeld - Stitches (Acoustic)

Absolutely hooked on this.

MYSTERY.