Survived my first week.

Everyone is absolutely amazing. 

❤️

Tomorrow is the day. What initially was excitement, joy and opportunity has turned into stress and anxiety. People say, you only freak out because it means that you care. Sometimes I think I care too much, about me, about people, and about things that sometimes don't really need to be cared for. Tomorrow is my first day of my internship. I am so scared that I'm going to stuff it up. I don't want to sleep because when I wake up, it'll be time to go, and I don't know if I'm mentally prepared for that. 

Tomorrow is the first day of my career, and thinking about it is a scary thing. But it's also the first day of my internship. At the end of the day, it's just another day. So seize it, smile, have fun, and don't take things too seriously.

I think it was something that I always knew but I never wanted to be sure of. Sometimes we dance around and play pretend in a wonderland where there's no room for heartbreak and pain. But eventually we've got to come back down to reality.

JoJo - Say Love [Official Video]

HELLO FROM THE OTHER SIDE.

Better Love - Foxes

"And it's killing me when I'm in your arms I forget the darker days.

And it's haunting me, these feet of mine won't let me march away. 

Show me a better love..."

ALL THE WORDS.

I could write down all the words that exist in this universe and they still wouldn't be able to explain how I feel, and that's why this thing whatever it is, is and always will be an unrequited love. 

I DON'T WANT TO BELONG TO ANYONE.

DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME.

HALLOWEEN WEEKEND 2015.

SQUAD.

"I'm an emotional person, I need to be able to talk about my feelings and you knew that and you still pursued me, because you want something with me... I'm sorry that telling you how I feel meant that you were going to be a coward and disappear. It just means that you just weren't strong enough to have it, to open up yourself to me. Which in a way makes you pathetic. But the saddest thing is one day you're going to wake up and realise that it's too late for apologies and second chances, because I'll be gone."