waking up wanting this as a tatt.

'should be lucky' - joseph :3

why do we let bad things happen to good people? you must think nothing goes on behind that smile. but how do i even begin to explain anything that's going on in my head? when there are too many strings left untied. where nothing is absolute and all we have is hope. but all that comes with hope is disappointment. and how are we as humans meant to deal with this constant rejection? do we let it pile up hoping it'll one day disappear? but all we are left with is hurt and sorrow.

kiss me like you wanna be loved.

ed sheeran.

i want to believe that there is good in the world, and we're not selfish humans.

i don't care if this is blogspot, i'm linking my tumblr posts.

i realised how much i've missed tumblr.

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This song makes me so sad, but i'm totally up for it right now.
SOTD: Skinny Love-  Birdy

is it possible for two people to think too much?

so much that it consumes them and leaves them with nothing?

500 Days of Summer

Tom: We don't have to put a label on it that's fine, I get it. I just need some consistency.
Summer: I know.
Tom: I need to know that you're not going to wake up in the morning and feel differently.
Summer: I can't give you that. Nobody can.

VLOG#4 - Haul & Hand Me Downs.

VLOG#4 - Haul & Hand Me Downs.

People are complicated.

Would love cure us of this complexity?

They said she's good for you.

When Fear has you in chains.

Yeah Myi.

'If Tom had learned anything... it was that you can't ascribe great cosmic significance to a simple earthly event. Coincidence, that's all anything ever is, nothing more than coincidence... Tom had finally learned, there are no miracles. There's no such thing as fate, nothing is meant to be. He knew, he was sure of it now.' - 500 Days Of Summer

VLOG #3 - Getting trolled?

omgah.

booked tickets.

:)

500 Days Of Summer Quotes.

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00:43:03 I don't know.

00:43:06 Who cares?

00:43:08 I'm happy. Aren't you happy? Yeah.

00:43:12 Good.

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It's okay because I'm afraid of myself and I don't want you to witness this other side of me.

tolerance

seems to be running low. where's the reassurance?

im really nitm for this bullshit.

i can't even comprehend what's going througb my head.

dare you to move.

Under the influence.

'You deserve to be loved, even if it's not by me,' I cried. To what extent did being intoxicated make me realise that all you ever lacked was love? It made me realise Trust no longer comes around, but rather Doubt comes knocking instead. And as scared as I am, I tell myself that Okay will arrive, it's just a matter of time.

All I want, is the taste that your lips allow.

VLOG #2 - New Year, New Hair.

Like are you trying to piss me off? FFS.

It feels like I'm standing at the edge of a cliff. And I don't know whether to stay here or jump into the unknown, down where all there is is gravity, pulling me towards complete nothingness. I want to believe that underneath these layers and layers of selfishness is a selfless individual, one that is held back by fear. Afraid of being used and then left in complete darkness. Align your fingers with mine and I can show you that everything's going to be okay. I guess all I can really hope is that you can save me from what I fear the most.

Rewind back to the 6th of January ; Beach Day

ft. Fi, Loz, David & Benji

 

 

Rewind to the 4th of January ; INFO DAY.

VLOG #1

Holy wow, i just watched this video - the audio quality is quite poor. 

But whatever, it's better than waiting than uploading 1gb, this pretty much uploaded instantly.

So hopefully you guys will still watch my vlogs even though they're not super great in terms of quality.

Bourke Street Bakery  x Ikea x Kendrick Park

◀◀ back to 3rd January 2013

UNSW Info Day 2013

◀◀ back to 2nd January 2013

John Whitton Bridge x Moochi x Pho x Big  Echo x Sushi Rio x Holy Basil

let's go to the beach each, let's go get away.

happy 2013.

my new year's resoluions are as follows:
- plan to live by the motto 'embrace the possibility, embrace the moment and embrace love'
- study hard ; boost my WAM bam
- take things as they come.
- live in the moment.
- cherish the present & don't live in the past.
- spend more time with the family.
- give hugs and kisses to mama and papa regularly.
- save money & spend wisely.
- take my time with relationships, let them take whatever path they need to, be accepting of this.
- balance out work, social life & study.
- write notes during all lectures & compile notes as the year goes on.
- keep options open.
- 2013 is my year, make it worth it.

the end of 2012

things i did in 2012 include :
- finished my first year at university.
- changed majors to something i enjoy ; no more living up to the asian stereotype and other people's expections.
- picked up a guitar and learnt my first song.
- got shifted at work more regularly.
- became close friends with Kathy, Loz, Sim & Cecilia.
- got into the yellow shirts program.
- became an aspire ambassador & did workshops and on campus events.
- discovered a darker side to myself.
- had my first road trip with a friend.
- lost someone who i connected with on so many levels.
- made many calls to my bffl Vivian, just to catch up on life, study and work.
- snuck out of the house for the first time.
- discovered my talent for multiple personas.
- bought myself more DVDS and CDS to support my favourite artists and tv shows.
- bought my first ipod.
- got my red p's and drove around a lot.
- spent a lot more time out at night than any other year, especially near water.
- had whiskey for the first time.
- discovered that i am an emotional drunk.
- bought my own pandora bracelet and charms.
- made sales at work.
- lived in the moment and had no regrets.
- learned to see life from another perspective.
- did my first park in a car park successfully.
- recorded a cover that i was actually happy with.
- went to my first concert, Jayesslee.
- got picked up by a random.
- had my first house party at a friend's house for the first time on nye.
- learnt that words are only words until proven otherwise.
- went out for lunch with my sister, just the two of us.
- discovered newtown & more of my indie x hipster side.
- got a second job as a tutor.
overall i think i accomplished quite a lot for the year 2012.