'don't let anyone make you feel like you don't deserve what you want.'

'you're why i smile.'

I'm scared.

And that's when I realised that underneath all those layers was Vulnerability and Fragility.

merry christmas my lovelies.
may this day bring joy and happiness to you as much as it did me.
x

we have these moments to make memories,

so let's make the most of it.

get you out of your comfort zone.

Today's Lunch.

VOTD: Give Me Love - Ed Sheeran.
I think this music video is absolutely lovely.

she was 17, but i am 19.

Went out today to have lunch with E.

It was super chill and it was really good to catch up after a year.

I really wish I could have spent more time with E.

An hour clearly wasn't enough.

'We accept the love we think we deserve.'

The Perks of Being A Wallflower.

We're never really who we appear to be. That's what makes us interesting.

Wtf just happened?

HELLO THERE SUNFLOWER.

Went to Newtown today ; Campos x Black Star Pastry x Milkbar.

Bringing out my inner indie & hipster style.

This constant need to meet everyone else's expectations really drowns you out.

Blow to my heart.

You were there, I was here.

Living my life without you.

Never for a second

Thinking bout what we could be.

But the winds change, 

And the colours don't stay the same.

It's like a blow to my heart.

You take no mercy.

Leave me out in the cold tonight.

Leave me out here all alone tonight.

It's like a blow to my heart.

Blow to my heart.

You are here, I am here.

Tell me why Time's against us

Make the most of right now

Thinking about what we could be.

But the winds change.

And the colours don't stay the same. 

It's like a blow to my heart.

You take no mercy.

Leave me out in the cold tonight.

Leave me out here alone tonight.

It's like a blow to my heart.

Blow to my heart.

Let me take a moment

To let it all sink in.

To let these barriers fall.

But this isn't enough for you. 

No no woah oh.

It's like a blow to my heart.

You take no mercy.

Leave me out in the cold tonight.

Leave me out here alone tonight.

It's like a blow to my heart.

Blow to my heart.

Blow to my heart.

It's a blow to my heart. 

And here's your chance to make it count.

Do you believe in fate?

A package has fallen from the sky and only we can determine its destiny.

Being all nostalgic watching Hana Yori Dango.

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haha, i'll see you on the instagram interface lovelies!

x

'It drew my interest. I tend to run towards things I don't understand.'

the more i look at myself, the uglier i feel.

hello there golden sunshine.

And i want someone to write me letters and make me mix tapes.

SOTD: Old Little Girls - The Jezabels

You taught me to live for this one moment.

To let everything else drift away.

Tomorrow you can reap what you sow.

But today live for the sake of living.

 Let the fairy lights guide you.

Take you to a place you've never been before.

Lie your head down, enchanted by the night stars.

Rest your eyes and let me love you.

I didn't realise how much I meant to you.

Let the count down begin.

yeah i'm hurt.

i'm not just gonna be here

when you're lonely.

if you're not there for me,

don't expect anything from me either.

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love is insanity, why are you my clarity?

Frustration.

Craving cupcakes so badly.

This isn't going to happen.

I don't want to believe anymore.

You just left us, like we didn't mean anything to you.

I'll be my own saviour.

And i can stop it, i can stop everything from happening. I'm going to stop believing in you.

Words are just words until proven otherwise.

No, i can't really explain this.

Something new.

and there's that part of me that wants a little danger.

I find it so fascinating that we live on the same planet, yet the worlds we live are entirely different. And I want our worlds to collide.

slow down & take a second to let this moment sink in.

let me catch alight.

im too tired for this. don't say anything. they say silence hurts the most. pull me down, free the ropes. take away my oxygen, drown me out.
til there's nothing left of me. til all you can hear are the silent screams. til your night mares get the better of you. and maybe then, i'll be satisfied.

and underneath it all lies a heart struggling to survive.

do not try to love me, just let it go.

let me know if the stars align.

Champagne Supernova In The Sky.

these will be the best memories.

pick me up, take me away.

pull me in, catch my breath.

spin me round, look up high.

take my hand, let's run away.

the bridge.